• 5 Responses to You Were Supposed to Be Here

    1. I don't know..
      April 10, 2017 at 12:21 pm

      What other message I was meant to get from everything. Other than we entered the slow fade and it was time to walk away.

      • drpepper
        April 11, 2017 at 11:32 pm

        ive never walked away without coming back. I really didnt want to leave your side again. you know this. i dont want us to be a what if but i also have learned that not all my actions can be forgiven. even if they are … the damage has been done & no matter how hard i try to get past it -or should i say- no matter how hard i wish i could go back in time… it changes nothing. i hurt you, bad. i pushed the only person i really cared about to the edge. i can understand you jumping. it was too many mixed moods. too many mistakes. not enough reconcile.

        To be a man one must accept when he is wrong. So, instead of just dwelling on my mistakes or trying to point fingers (like ive been doing since before we met) I decided to get off my ass, look in the mirror, and start making changes. why continue to play yourself right?

        I neither wish to leave nor stop your happiness.
        the perfect tango for going insane. we can leave together if youd like. Although, i remember you had some pressing matters to attend to. hope that process is going well. can you say there hope in us again? if not then just tell me to stay away. if so then let me know. i just want to know.

    2. drpepper
      April 10, 2017 at 6:56 pm

      im right where you left me

      • Anonymous
        April 14, 2017 at 4:24 am

        You gotta embrace and tell this person. These words are magic and honest.

    3. J
      April 13, 2017 at 8:25 am

      @ drpepper: he walked away; he never looked back; he never regretted; I wish you were him. I wish your apology/explanation was meant for me. “he” isn’t on this site. You are right, he did hurt me bad. I mourn him every day. Mourn is the right word because he was there and then without a sign, he was just gone. Like an unexpected death. One day there and one day not.
      @ i don’t know: maybe there was a fad and I was so blinded I did not see it. I will never know.

      This is what I do know: I sat dutifully by and encouraged and assisted his growth and prosperity and he walked away. Now its my turn for growth and prosperity and he was supposed to be here. Every positive is overshadowed by this loss. He was supposed to be here and he isn’t.

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