Oh my gosh..
So I’m pretty sure I more than definitely saw you the other evening. I’m glad you look really well.
I’m not really sure whether you recognised me or not, but know it wouldn’t be the right place to speak either way.
Oh.. I do miss you.
I wish for one day that we might speak again but that’s on your terms not mine.
Although, so you know I would not walk away from you. I also wouldn’t speak to you unless you wanted me too. I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable or awkward.
I don’t think it would be awkward, but maybe it would be from your point based on how things were left. Mine too, but it’s been so long now.
I wonder all of the time what you must think of me, if at all.
Even after all of this time, I haven’t given up the hope that I might see you again one day.
Although now. I don’t sit by my window or my room and wait in the hope I might hear something from you. Even if you were to pass, it would be nice but life’s too short and from my point of you if we see each other then we see each other if we don’t we don’t. It’s been so long now, I haven’t given up hope, I don’t think you hate me.
I don’t think.
Just so wish that we could reconcile. But, part of me feels that maybe you’re not sure about approaching me either.
I miss what you were to me! And I wish I could share things about my life with you. But know, that’s not right. I think. I don’t really know I guess.
Always from my point of view, I always think it’s crazy the amount of people we deal with in everyday life that we don’t like and we have to see them everyday or maybe every week or maybe just now and again. But yet, the people that we do like or that mean something to us, we can’t see.
So you know, I honestly don’t expect anything from you. I’m not interested in you in a romantic way so you know.
But feel my heart beat when I see you because you mean a lot to me as a person. Not sure what you think. Not sure whether you’d ever want to speak to me again. Wish i knew.
Hope things are okay.