• Sometimes

    by  • March 31, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    I find myself wondering how your hand would fit in mine. What it’d be like to be embraced by you. Would all my mental blocks finally fall? There’s something about you I can’t put my finger on. Maybe I see you for you and vice versa. There are unfortunately obstacles that keep these thoughts locked away. That ring. The age difference. These childish thoughts and actions I can’t let go of. I feel like my emotions are so strong sometimes it’s hard to hold back yet I can somehow manage to stay calm on the surface most of the time. I need to stop these thoughts before I drive myself fucking crazy again. It’s a lot easier to write then to be vocal. I’m just some boy pretending to be a man.

    4 Responses to Sometimes

    1. Bubbles
      March 31, 2017 at 4:28 pm

      Idk how, but the minute I started to read this, it’s like I could feel his energy. But that would make it easy to dismiss the sentences that serve as my red flag that this letter is not for me. (Because there are two hints here that do not apply.) Oh well. Moving on.

      Don’t fret, author. Many find it easier to write than to be vocal. Sometimes we need to collect our thoughts before expressing them in order to avoid misunderstandings. And sometimes we can simply express ourselves fully, without having a full on conversation that allows others to interrupt our inner monologue. Sometimes we just have to purge it all before we can feel seen and heard.

    2. Realtree
      April 1, 2017 at 1:44 pm

      Age is just a number. Never let that get in the way of what you want. The ring on the other hand…That is the true obstacle. The fact that you grew feelings for someone else while being engaged/married to someone else should be a sign that maybe the one you’re with isn’t who you belong to truly. I am a firm believer that there is 1 person put here specifically for someone else. I lost mine. Don’t lose yours.

    3. Author
      April 3, 2017 at 8:42 pm

      I’m not married lol

    4. BG
      April 5, 2017 at 7:25 pm

      Bubbles.. i do miss you.

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