I can’t cope on my own.
My biggest problem is loneliness, and being unable to reach out to people. This, on top of everything else… Well I’m very suicidal… I’m scared of blood so I don’t cut, but this means people don’t take me seriously. But I won’t cut until I know for sure I want to die, because I won’t stop. If I start, I will end it
I make myself feel better by talking to people when they are down. By dragging people out of their own suicidal episodes… But I need people to help me with mine… Just a single person. Please.
I joke about it, say “ahaha, anyone got any “I’m feeling suicidal” song recommendations?” but this is a cry for help
I just need a person to message me, asking if I’m ok…
I need help