• All Seeing Eye

    by  • March 31, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    And I am hurting

    I have been used to absorb the excess blood off the floorboards

    And I have been expected to hold myself together

    To never show the emotion running through me

    To just let it all sit, hide, because I can’t break apart

    I am the foundation

    I crumble, we all fall

    But it’s only an illusion, me staying together

    Because I’m not

    At night, I fall, I break, I bleed, the bed has felt more of my heartache than anyone ever will

    I sit on the ground and beg my eyes to let go, but they don’t, they can’t, they are trained to stay clear

    So it all stays

    It dissolves into my words

    And a piece of me goes there, instead of through tears

    Everyone has a piece of me somewhere, because some of it goes through spoken words

    I try and stay above, grabbing and gasping for oxygen

    But the air has become more and more polluted

    And forces keep pushing me back down

    A force that was only ever supposed to help me breathe, pull me from toxic air

    Not create it

    I go forward and I fight

    I give it my all

    And I am running on empty

    3 Responses to All Seeing Eye

    1. Stop
      March 31, 2017 at 5:15 pm

      And just let me be there for you.
      Let me be the friend I need to be. You shutting me out, then coming back for me, then shutting me out is not a rewarding relationships. I’m not a mind reader and you put on a good show.

    2. @author
      April 1, 2017 at 1:01 am

      Oh how I feel you.
      T.ho a few times I crumbled
      Shit hit the fans
      You know what?
      The world still turned
      A lesson to me
      And maybe to you?
      Being a bit modem selfish
      Is not a bad thing
      Its merely instinct
      For survival!

      Dont hide, just be you
      What’s important in five
      The ones who love and care
      Will always be by your side
      The rest, like circumstance
      Doesn’t really matter in the end

    3. @author
      April 1, 2017 at 1:03 am

      Omg autocorrect sucks!! Hope you the gist of it..

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