• To be honest

    by  • March 29, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    There were still nights that I can literally feel the pain in my chest. It still hurts as hell, my heaven
    When will this pain you caused will completely go away?

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    One Response to To be honest

    1. CJ
      March 30, 2017 at 2:40 pm

      It will go away. It will become a dull throb and then eventually a twinge every now and again. And one day the whole episode will feel like it happened to somebody else. That is was all a dream. You don’t want to let go of it now because you can’t believe it wasn’t real. The longer time goes on and the more no contact you have, the further away it will seem. I still think about mine everyday but it doesn’t hurt so much and it’s more with a wistfulness that the feelings I had won’t ever be felt again and accepting that as a fact is the true sadness because in honestly if I had stayed with him, even though it was mostly heaven, the hell parts where he turned would have ended up shredding me. Accepting that I’ll never have love like that again is hard. Good luck with your recovery. Live is meant to be enjoyed so don’t waste to much time on earth in pain over someone who isn’t in pain over you. YOu only have one life – and it is meant to be lived. xo



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