• I need your patience.

    by  • March 27, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    Will you give that to me?
    It’s been a while since I’ve loved.
    It’s been a while since I’ve felt loved.
    It’s been a while since I’ve given love.
    It’s been a while since I’ve received.
    Do you understand?
    Are you willing to give me compassion when I’m in mental pain?
    Will you reassure me during a flashback that I am worth being loved?
    I know how to get out of this.
    It’s not about low self esteem or lack of confidence.
    It’s not about not loving myself.
    It’s not about not growing up.
    It’s not about blaming others.
    It’s not about not taking responsibility for my life.
    I know what it will take for me to be ‘better’ again.
    Will you trust that I know that?
    I’d like you to continue to love me.
    I’d like you to stay.

    3 Responses to I need your patience.

    1. She
      March 27, 2017 at 4:05 pm

      You want it, you got it.

    2. bys
      March 27, 2017 at 8:05 pm

      Oh, but of course.

    3. Never again
      March 28, 2017 at 7:09 am

      Yeah, I fell for that old shit too.

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