Day 2 of no drugs.
I fucked up last time, nearly made it to two months and fell over, but still since then even in all my continued partying I started to wake up, first in moments, and now completely.
I was horrible to you. I’m sorry.
Maybe we won’t speak again, who knows. If that’s what you want I won’t get in the way of that. But now, I know I hurt you, all I could think of was me and my hurt, my apologies were just part of some manipulation I suppose, now, well I’ll just see where this no drugs thing takes me and we’ll see I guess.
Hope you’re well.