• Day 2

    by  • March 27, 2017 • To You • 3 Comments

    Day 2 of no drugs.

    I fucked up last time, nearly made it to two months and fell over, but still since then even in all my continued partying I started to wake up, first in moments, and now completely.

    I was horrible to you. I’m sorry.

    Maybe we won’t speak again, who knows. If that’s what you want I won’t get in the way of that. But now, I know I hurt you, all I could think of was me and my hurt, my apologies were just part of some manipulation I suppose, now, well I’ll just see where this no drugs thing takes me and we’ll see I guess.

    Hope you’re well.

    From K

    3 Responses to Day 2

    1. CJ
      March 28, 2017 at 1:18 am

      I never heard an apology. Good luck with the drugs.

      • K
        March 28, 2017 at 5:01 pm

        I sent him many apologies and it was something he chose to ignore.im at 4 days now.

    2. K
      March 28, 2017 at 8:08 pm

      I still don’t know if I can do it…

      I wish he was near, like there was something to keep me connected to the reason for stopping, it’s really hard. I tried before for two months and though he did re enter my life he was so angry with me and then well it ended anyway, I don’t know. It’s so bloody hard.

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