the waves of time wash over us… i miss your face and your smile,
the sound of your voice, your laugh, everything about you,
i held my heart out for you and allowed it be shattered,
and then stepped on and crushed some more.
i know we both hurt each other and i am deeply sorrowful for my actions too,
it is no contest, no comparison i just want to let my heart vent some…
ah, so much bottled up emotion when it comes to you L… ,
…somehow sometime hopefully soon,
i want to see you again
i want to repair (or start to repair) this deep wound
i want to reconcile
i want hug you, for like a solid couple of minutes and just cry,
well, i don’t want to do that lol but if we ever saw each other,
after all this time,in all brutal honesty, i would cry.
i wanna be with you go on adventures with you
i wanna grow old with you,
i need you,
every other girl is just a smokescreen to me,
you are the real deal.
I miss you so much