I just caught myself smiling at work. I realized I smile all the time now that you are gone. People describe me as optimistic. I finally learned what it means to fake happiness and it took losing you as the lesson. But your gone now. My friends and loved ones see the improvements in my life and I fool the people that see me daily.
Really it’s still you and it’s always you… and you are gone.
I wish you were sharing my life with me.
I love you.