It’s 11:20 PM and I’m wide awake thinking about you yet again. I don’t know why my mind always wonders back to you. I love you so very much but I know I shouldn’t. It’s dangerous for me and for you. I thought that I had moved on until I messaged you a couple days ago. I don’t know why I can’t move on. You are the reason I decided to let myself love and be loved again. But it’s so hard because I don’t want anyone but you. I want to wake up with good morning texts from you. Better yet, I want to wake up in your arms. But you’re a bad man. You hurt a lot of people including me. But that doesn’t stop me from loving you any less. I miss you.