• Inside Information

    by  • March 15, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I just realized that, when I apologized for acting strange and told you that God has been doing a lot in my heart and mind, you might have taken it as a rejection. I can see how it sounds like some creative line meant to convey something less pleasant, but I promise you that it was not. I meant exactly what I said. I meant exactly what I said and nothing more, and I was nervous saying it because it was not all that I wanted to tell you. I did believe that I had been acting odd and extra nervous, but what I really wanted to apologize for was sending you mixed signals. I wanted to tell you that I really like you, and that that was all I ever meant to convey to you. I would still like to date you, if you’re interested as well, but I’m also totally fine with just being friends. It’s your call. I hope that I have the courage to tell you some or all of this very soon; I’m just putting it on here because I wish I could tell you face-to-face right now, and I don’t know when I will have a chance to do so.

    2 Responses to Inside Information

    1. Someone
      March 26, 2017 at 3:56 pm

      Can i ask what the second letter of your name is?

      • author
        July 13, 2017 at 12:02 pm

        “m”… I’m sorry I didn’t answer sooner; but if you ever look back at this post and see this, I hope that this clarifies things for you. I personally am very confused regarding what J thinks of me, and whether he even wants me in his life at all. I’m pretty sure that, in my confusion, I just made a big mess out of our friendship, which is what I was afraid of doing all along, and I’m very sorry for doing so. -Em

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