• Do you actually?

    by  • March 15, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    Do you actually want anything to do with me? Or…
    Am I just making it up in my head.
    Feel like you’ve given up on me.
    I really don’t want anymore years to pass before I can see you again!
    I don’t even know how much longer it will be. If it will be forever, fine. Just won’t really be okay with it if I’m being honest.
    If I could at least, the very least know. We had moved on from this. That would be better than nothing.
    Aah I don’t know what to do.
    You know, I think all the time, everyday I often speak to people, some of which I have no interest in speaking to whatsoever. Well.. Tell a lie only one person I really don’t like engaging in conversation with because I don’t really like them. But because of that I just think all the time. Why oh why oh why can we not speak? :'(
    Do you not like engaging in conversation with me?
    I don’t think that’s true, but I also don’t know what else to think.
    Aah. I wish I could see you! I wish I could share things with you. But you know all that. So what’s the point. Well.. Because I feel like there is a point and I can’t give up. Because previously you didn’t give up on me. <3

    One Response to Do you actually?

    1. Why ?
      March 18, 2017 at 2:16 am

      Actually , you know why .

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