Sometimes when I am thinking about the tears which fall down my face for various reasons in the future, loss of a loved one, tears of joy, lost opportunities… I get this ache in my stomach that every tear that will ever fall, will be in part for you. For the loss of you. For the anger of your absence. For the disappointment that the good and bad I experience will be mine alone to experience.
All the tears I shed now and in the future, I fear that they really will be in part for you.