Almost 20 years ago, we entered new chapters in our lives; together. I thought you were attractive, but wouldn’t allow my mind to go there. Also…I thought that I was in love with the man that I married and then divorced.
You will never know how happy I was to see you in my doorway. The circumstances sucked…the living situation sux, but you were just as beautiful as I remembered. Understand this; there was never a lack of attraction. There was fear. That’s regrettable, now. I miss you, A, so very much. Maybe, we’ll see one another, again, when I’m fully conscious.
P.S. Miss your company; and I’m sorry that I had my head up my derriere.