• I said bye

    by  • March 13, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    It has been almost 24 hours since i said bye to you. The hardest 24 hours i have ever had to endure.
    I went from savoring every minute i had contact with you, to, within a minute, deleting you from my life.
    You chose your wife, and i understand why, but it doesn’t make it hurt any less than what it does now.
    You told me we were soul mates, that we would be together, you said you knew we would, as in it was a fact of life. Then you chose her.
    We should’ve never have been, both married, but somehow our stars aligned and i felt a love for you that i have never experienced before.
    I am broken. Without you, i can’t function.
    I cried myself to sleep last night, and woke looking for you, waiting for you to tell me it will all be okay, but you didn’t. You didn’t try, even though you know i am hurting.
    You promised me you’d never hurt me, that you wouldn’t lie to me.
    But you have, more than i could ever think you would.
    I loved you before, i love you now, i will love you forever.
    My blue crayon.

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