• Young man with a lot of regrets

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    I got a notice the other day about my 10 year high school reunion. Cant believe its been 10 years already. I dont think Im gonna go, though. I wasnt the person I wanted to be then, and 10 years later Im still not.

    Personally, I’m proud of myself. I feel like a survivor. I feel like I’ve been challenged so much and made so many mistakes and I’m still here. I cant go back. I cant remake decisions, I cant be braver where I should have been braver, I cant work harder where I should have worked harder. But I’ve gotten myself this far and I still hope that someday it will be better for me.

    I have a lot of questions about myself right now. What do I want to do? Who do I want to be? But I dont question the way I feel about you, even after all these years.

    I hope you’re doing well, and I love you.


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    One Response to Young man with a lot of regrets

    1. Protea
      March 11, 2017 at 5:35 pm

      Mines coming up too but I think Im not going either, i have thought a lot at various points how Id go back and be percieved, I think mostly I worked it up that I hadnt accomplished enough but I know my old crew and I are all at different places in life, activities, and pursuits.They all swoop in and say theure thinking of me every now and then, I do the same for them. Ive got some intense feelings about the what I’m doing but not who I want to shape myself into, thats why I try to stay busy with my passions , projects, and learnings.

      I don’t know your place emotionally author but I like to think better happens when we actively participate with the things that make us feel we’ve achieved growth , place of contentment or a sense of well being.
      I hope you have an abundance of these things , fellow navigator, or if not that you acquainted with them soon.



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