It’s 5 a.m. and I can’t fall back asleep. So I thought I would write you and let you know how I’m doing. I got the job! I will be a toddler teacher. I’m a little nervous, but mostly excited. I have training during the summer and will be starting in September.
Right now I’m trying to figure out how you know me and love me, because I don’t have any guys in my life right now. In fact where I live there are no available guys. Everyone is old or too young. Lol! But to know that you do love me and it’s unconditional makes my heart sing and puts a smile on my face. I wish we could meet, but I’ve tried a few times on here to do that and I always get stood up. Thus, the reason why I’m hesitant to do anything more about it right now.
Maybe we can write each other letters on here for a bit and then move to email. Emailing each other would be nice, but it seems like you don’t want me to know who you are. Always open to doing that if you ever get brave enough.
If you are tall then I’m already crazy about you. I love tall guys. Makes me feel protected and honestly I think it’s really hot. But if you are not that’s okay too. Just throwing it out there if you are and wondering if I would be attracted to you.
You know, I don’t think anyone has ever told me on here that they love me. I used to think a certain someone did, but now it’s only you. I wish you would reveal who you are. It’s all a big mystery to me. If your name starts with J then I know who you are, but the chances of that happening on here are really slim and somewhere over the rainbow just does not exist unless you showed me otherwise.
Anyway, I hope none of the goodbye or I’m leaving letters are from you. I want to be loved. I don’t want you to leave and you promised that you wouldn’t so I’m trusting you with that. I’ll be here if you ever want to talk or write another love letter to me. I love getting those.
Just thought I’d pop by and let you know how I’m feeling and what’s been happening with me. What’s happening with you?