I think it’s a good thing we didn’t work out for one I was fragile then and although I knew you were my shield or what it felt like.. or was suppose to it was also a since of me needing you. And since we didn’t work out you despise my changes as if its sudden like time doesn’t come with constant changes.. and its hurting that it feels I was only close to you because I clung to you. and that was the only time you truly cared about me. defenseless and depressed.
Not to mention you pulled strings and ran circles between missing me and then wanting to be left alone. you changed your story you wanted things to turn out right then you chose to stay in the past and never move. you can’t do that to me.
You think I only drink because of you well its not… but somehow it still leans to you I mean come on the saddest girl can give a damn less and make a few bad moves.. look at me I still cry over you.
I don’t know about you but I think you missed out lol.. You and me we could have been freaks.. I know you loved me and I wish I would have seen what it got me.. what it would have gotten you. I did more for you then I did anyone since and its been 2 years.
I quit smoking and last I knew you did. how stupid, you hated when I smoked but whatever floats your boat. you hated a lot of things but you didn’t admit it was me the most.
Don’t know about you these days and i am so glad I wont know you for anymore. its been a real stress to my head and defeat in my heart that the girl I madly fell was a selfish inconsiderate soul.
I don’t know..