• Uncomfortably Numb

    by  • March 6, 2017 • Yearning for You • 2 Comments

    L it’s me… D…..

    Every single fucking day you are on my mind

    I need you so bad I miss you so much

    I don’t know how I can keep living like this

    Without your love, I feel so alone

    I need your affection, warmth, embrace

    So much time has passed

    I feel like you discarded me like I was nothing

    Never gave me a real chance

    Wonder why I became so bitter and twisted?

    All I wanted was your love,

    We have let the past erode what could have been.


    I want to start fresh with you!

    Let’s forget our troubles

    Let’s make sweet love

    Let’s be a team that nobody can break

    Let’s be together

    I miss you so much

    I have tried to love another

    I can’t

    2 Responses to Uncomfortably Numb

    1. L
      March 6, 2017 at 7:09 pm

      If this is the you I hope it is, I could never discard you because you are everything to me. I feel like you’ve changed with me. You used to be so tender with me and now you sometimes don’t even reply to my msgs. I miss you calling me pet names and the other sweet things you used to say. I remember every time that we’ve ever touched and all I want is for us to spend our lives together in adventure and love. I love you. Xo

    2. @L
      March 11, 2017 at 9:29 pm

      You aren’t my L 🙁

      I wish you were! You sound like a girl who cares for her man,
      the kind of love I have been yearning for,
      my heart is so broken and tired,
      aching to see the one I love who I have not seen for years.

      Me and her, we hurt each other,
      I became obsessed and jealous,
      which only resulted in more pain, a deep cut that made my soul bleed.
      Now after so long, she has ghosted me and I am crumbling, again.
      My pride is all I have left, and it is not enough.

      I wish she would realize how much I miss her,
      so much so that it is physically painful at times! Mostly I am lucid,
      then sometimes I have to fight back tears,
      I am uncomfortably numb,
      given up on almost all hope,
      she could fix it all, so simply, by just reaching out and reconciling.

      I miss her so much!

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