I’ve decided you are not someone I can really keep in my inner circle anymore. You say things that sound good, but don’t follow through. It’s been enough years that I’m not doing this again. I’m at a critical point in my life where I need real people, who back up their words, who mean what they say and don’t say it if they don’t mean it. I’m not holding myself responsible for believing in you, but I will hold myself responsible if I do it again. You don’t deserve someone like me, because I would never do you like that, and I don’t deserve someone like you, because you do. I just want out. I don’t even feel the same way for you anymore after this. You’re really not even a friend. I don’t know what you even want with me. But when I let my guard down and open up or lean on you, you crush me and try to make me feel less than and leave me to be. You never offer support that isn’t convenient for you already; you’re not fooling me. I’ve decided I’m not relying on your words anymore, and I’m not confiding in you either. I worried that you weren’t sincere in the beginning, but my love for you, let you in when I knew better. I was always sincere in my desire to help you; it was honest and pure and filled with love and kindness. If I can’t get that from you, I don’t want anything, so I’m moving on, without you. I’m better off. Who needs friends.. me. And thank God, I have others.