This morning was probably the worst moment I’ve had in years. I woke up early and caught you in the act. Just you and no one else, though I may never know who you were thinking of while you were doing it. That’s what hurts me most: not knowing if I’m as important to you as someone else. I’ll never be able to sleep soundly after you wake up early ever again.
Sorry my body isn’t the same after having kids. Sorry I’m too tired to give you everything you need when you come home. Sorry I’ve changed. Sorry I woke up early this morning. Sorry I’m so disgusted with you right now.
I just don’t want to lose you.