• I just want you to know…

    by  • March 2, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 16 Comments

    …That even though our friendship ended in a somewhat nasty way, I still think about you from time-to-time and I miss our joking around and sometimes deep emails. I know it was for the best and I’m sorry I had to push you into doing what I needed you to do. I also want you to know that I keep each and every thing you shared with me, close to me. I will never divulge that with which you entrusted me. Okay?

    New job is going great. Hope you are well.

    16 Responses to I just want you to know…

    1. Lakem
      March 2, 2017 at 6:03 pm

      The fuck ever.

    2. Just me
      March 3, 2017 at 11:36 am

      Hmmm this Sounds like you

    3. How to love?
      March 6, 2017 at 12:48 am

      Sometimes friendships with the ones we love most are the most difficult, if not impossible.

      I hope she knows that I remember her fondly and will always be willing to rekindle if there is honesty.

      I often wonder what she is doing and always hope she is doing well.

      Glad your new job is going well!

    4. Author
      March 6, 2017 at 6:57 pm

      With her, it was all or nothing, unfortunately. I thought I could just stay friends with her but it became too difficult. I’m moving on, slowly. I am distracted by the thought of her less and less. She doesn’t care that I would have done anything for her. I’m glad. Glad that she is supported and making her way to a better life.

    5. Emotional affairs?
      March 8, 2017 at 2:44 pm

      Honesty.. of course

    6. Questionmark
      March 9, 2017 at 5:07 am

      I’d say to him. I am sorry it has to be this way. I’d love to reach out, but you know I can’t. I am sorry for being the “everything or nothing at all” kind of girl. I know it was too much to ask for. I mean, based on what? I’m just a weird girl proclaiming her love to a stranger, right? It’s absurd. I wished we could have met under different circumstances. I’d think we would have hit it off. You are absolutely my kind of guy. I love the way you think and that sexy voice of you drives me crazy. Cutting contact with you has drained my inspiration. You were my muse. I’ve hit rock bottom emotionally, never been more stuck in my life. I miss you and will cherish every memory from you close. You deserve the best, and I am far from the best for you. I’m sorry. Wish you well..,

      • 1305
        April 13, 2017 at 12:13 pm

        these comments remind me of us. i think she posted one of them. who knows? its all anonymous. mayhe its better that way. Ive commented on other post but for this one ill put a name you cant miss. So if you are here… then know this:
        i hate the way things are. i love you OD. more than i should at this point i guess. i know its over. i know your done. i never wanted this but i must accept my mistakes. i wish you the best. until next time. – .x

    7. Lakem
      March 10, 2017 at 7:18 pm

      Like I said. What the fuck ever. You still haunt my mind. I don’t think of you less and less. It’s just less painful when I do. I’ve numbed myself to you and that’s a good thing.

    8. Author@questionmark
      March 14, 2017 at 3:29 am

      As much as your comment gives me hope, I know you are not her. It was too much to ask of me to just be her friend. I couldn’t do it and things got intense? She just. . .Did something to me, you know? On the rare occasion that we would see each other, I would crumble. Yet we talked all the time. But it’s over now and it’s for the best. I hope I was able to be a good friend to her during dark times. I have to move on from the distraction now.

    9. Whoa...
      March 16, 2017 at 7:44 am


    10. Xoxo
      March 18, 2017 at 6:27 am

      Wonder what new job is. Good luck with book.

      • xxxx
        March 19, 2017 at 11:43 pm

        What book are you referring to?

        • Kristen
          April 7, 2017 at 3:01 am

          Book he was writing

    11. Author@just me
      April 5, 2017 at 5:05 am

      Of course it sounds like me! I wrote it! Can imagine if it didn’t sound like me? What if it sounded like Ed Koch? That would be weird, wouldn’t it?

      • K
        April 11, 2017 at 9:47 am

        Wish it was J 🙁

        • Author
          April 11, 2017 at 7:16 pm

          Sorry, Love. Not a J. Your longing is not without my sympathy, however.

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