We’ve been playing this dancing game for 10 years on and off. Normally I run away but this time I’m trying so hard to make it work. Why couldn’t you tell me you slept with her. Why did I have to find out from some one else. Why would you sleep with her in my bed. All I can see when I look at you now is her. All I have running threw my head are the words you sent her. You wonder why I feel like your only with me because of the baby. It’s the words you said to her. You swore to me you hadn’t slept with anyone else. How do I believe that now. What more are you hidding from me. I haven’t cheated on you once but you’ve cheated on me 3 times. Why can’t I walk away from your. Why do I let you hurt me so bad. I’m so tired of crying. I’ve done everything I could possibly do for you. Are you only with me because I’m pregnant or because I give you money. Will I ever feel like I’m the only one you want again. Am I nothing to you. You make me feel like I’m nothing.