• The person who loves me the most

    by  • February 22, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 2 Comments

    Hi Handsome,

    The moment I realised you have harboured strong feelings for me, I cut it off by giving you a plain no. I said to you, we will be just friends. You accepted it completely.
    Ever heard of meeting the right person at the wrong time? You always think that you are not my type. I never correct you. What you don’t know is that you are exactly my type and I felt the exact same way you felt for me. But I would rather you never know. It is much easier for you to move on if you don’t know.
    It is the wrong timing, handsome. I am trying to chase the life I want to live, do the work I want to do, devote to the cause I could die for. When no ‘big guy’ is behind me to have my back, someone like me who just want to do the right thing could easily got blackmailed or killed. Politics can be so dirty. Just look at what happened to Jo. Simply put, I have to be single.
    I am sorry, my love. Forgive me for being selfish. I know it’s unfair to you for me to make a choice on your behalf. I did it anyway. I never play fair, with you, or with myself.
    I don’t understand how come you are still here. How come you are so good to me even when you are just a friend. I have pushed you away how many times now? Even when I practically ended our friendship, yet you still stay.
    What do I do with you now? You really should walk away.

    I am in love, but I will never say. Walk away my love.


    2 Responses to The person who loves me the most

    1. @ Anewday
      February 22, 2017 at 8:15 pm

      I won’t ever walk away. I will stay for you always. Even if I stay and you walk away. Your not stuck with me. You can walk as far away as you want/need to, to go reach for your dreams and the life you truly seek. Just know I am here for you no matter what. I’m your cheerleader rooting you on as you soar. I’ve told you it’s unconditional. That includes me accepting you may never want anything to do with me again.

      Love you always.

    2. Anewday
      February 24, 2017 at 8:12 am

      I didn’t write this letter, but the response is amazing! I would gladly be with you. Just let me get to know you first. You are a great mystery to me, but I’m willing to see where this leads. The love you have for me is unconditional and I’m ready to get to know you and fall in love with you. Take a chance on me.


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