The moment I realised you have harboured strong feelings for me, I cut it off by giving you a plain no. I said to you, we will be just friends. You accepted it completely.
Ever heard of meeting the right person at the wrong time? You always think that you are not my type. I never correct you. What you don’t know is that you are exactly my type and I felt the exact same way you felt for me. But I would rather you never know. It is much easier for you to move on if you don’t know.
It is the wrong timing, handsome. I am trying to chase the life I want to live, do the work I want to do, devote to the cause I could die for. When no ‘big guy’ is behind me to have my back, someone like me who just want to do the right thing could easily got blackmailed or killed. Politics can be so dirty. Just look at what happened to Jo. Simply put, I have to be single.
I am sorry, my love. Forgive me for being selfish. I know it’s unfair to you for me to make a choice on your behalf. I did it anyway. I never play fair, with you, or with myself.
I don’t understand how come you are still here. How come you are so good to me even when you are just a friend. I have pushed you away how many times now? Even when I practically ended our friendship, yet you still stay.
What do I do with you now? You really should walk away.
I am in love, but I will never say. Walk away my love.