Speak the truth and say what’s hiding in my heart and mind, things would change. No matter your response, nothing would be the same and someone will be hurt. Once spoken, the words could never be unspoken. Such a weight to carry the balance of happiness of so many on my shoulders alone! Such a fragile situation. One mistake, one wrong move and the entire house of cards would come crashing down. That is why I must bare this burden alone, no matter how badly I long to share and regardless of your response. One minor moment of weakness could equal a tragedy of explosive magnitude. I have to fight these feelings. I have to control these thoughts. I must remember to keep my strength about me. I must never falter. I am strong. I can do this.