• I want to just curl up and die.

    by  • February 22, 2017 • Anger • 1 Comment

    I feel like a complete fucking failure. I didn’t get my dream job that i applied for months ago. My application was absolutely perfect, I had all of the qualifications and experience, I THOUGHT I HAD THIS IN THE BAG. but no. N O. i failed for the 2ND GODDAMN FUCKING YEAR IN A ROW. the moment i opened that email and read that i was rejected. i felt like someone had shot me through the heart. I see the others were better than me.. i get it. It’s okay, i’m used to being a complete and utter failure. I’m just going to go curl up on my bed and die now. what’s the point anymore?

    One Response to I want to just curl up and die.

    1. this is not the end
      February 22, 2017 at 2:30 pm

      Oh sweatheart, this hurts. But you know what? You tried. The more you try the better you will become. Don’t let this temporary failure define you. You are just on your way to your final destination. This is only part of your exhausting journey. Later you will have stories to tell… So, take a nap, have a good cry, and then come on, get up again, fight on. You will get your job.

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