I’ve learned to accept that the chemistry between us can destroy worlds, at least, in this reality. I’ve been sentenced to live without you, in this lifetime, my love. And the fact that I can’t be yours but somehow constantly feel the remnants of a successful loving relationship between us from a reality currently invisible to our eyes; makes my heart ache with nostalgia silently killing me from within every time I long for you.
I do find solace in the fact that I was allowed to meet you, to see you and fall for you before it all came crashing down.
I love you Alfa, always have.