• Archive for February 17th, 2017


    by  • February 17, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 1 Comment

    this hurts so much. Always having hope again and then. Omg I’m so sad. Why do you hurt me again and again? Having hope, getting disappointed, having hope, getting disappointed. With you I became a heavy drinker, but no I said to myself this time you won’t ruin my health. Not this time.

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    by  • February 17, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 1 Comment

    Hey Will! You’ll never see this but hey isn’t that why I’m writing this? So I like you. To the point where its annoying cuz you probably don’t know I exist. You’re so perfect what the hell am I supposed to do? You’re tall, smart, athletic, funny, and just such an amazing guy. I wish

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    I’m sending you away

    by  • February 17, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I’ve learned to accept that the chemistry between us can destroy worlds, at least, in this reality. I’ve been sentenced to live without you, in this lifetime, my love. And the fact that I can’t be yours but somehow constantly feel the remnants of a successful loving relationship between us from a reality currently invisible

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    You have no idea

    by  • February 17, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 5 Comments

    How many times I refused to answer a question about you, or reveal something I knew. I always kept it to myself, or blatantly responded that I was not going to say more. Do you want to know why? You’re friendship always mattered to me, and I never crossed a line where you couldn’t trust

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