Love you expecting anything in return. I know I’ve held onto the hopes that you had fallen for me as much as I had fallen head over heals for you. I am accepting your heart truly beats for another, but that doesn’t change the fact that I still love you unconditionally and still you fascinate me. I love learning your depths. It just means that the love I have for you morphs into a different shape. I will be honest when I say that I hate the fact that you’ve been hurt so deeply, but it’s bit of a relief to me as I realize your hurt wasn’t because of an undying love for me. I do realize im not blame free. I have caused hurt to you and many others. For that I beg your forgiveness. The fantasy world I was living in my head must seem ridiculous to you as I confess. I must add though to me it was very real. My body physically feels it every day and has since you left me. I know I could never be the man who swoons you off your feet or makes your knees buckle with my kiss. You long for a prince charming and that I could never be for you. I just wasn’t born the right sex for that. Ohh but if I had only been born of male, would I try endlessly to swoon you. I do thank you for the fantasy I have lived in my mind. For it has made me feel normal if only a brief time. In my mind I was your prince charming and you my princess with an undying love for each other so deep it made the seas floor look of shallow depths. Although my reality forced to fantasy world will have to move on, know that the love that is with it stays very real! The love I have for you will stay with me until my last breath. The hardest part of it all? Not being able to show it. Just know you do have a prince charming and he would stand above the whole earth and confess it without pause. Every ear would hear of his undying love and every eye would watch as he swoons you off your feet as your knees buckle at his kiss. Cheers come up from the crowd as the both of you look into each other’s eyes and agree to flee and live your life together as one……..
I am here for you my girl. I know it’s been a tough time for you. You have gone through a lot in a short amount of time. I want to be here for you the right way. It’s ok if you don’t reach out, but know you can. Anytime. Even if it’s today or years down the road. Your not alone. Ever! My love for you lives on.
Love: Prince Charming