Consider us on bad terms at all. You don’t hear me when I say this because you don’t want to hear that, or is that it’s an excuse to keep me at bay.
Either way I am here for you/us. If or when you want to truly reach out and with intention of moving forward. Until then I will continue to enjoy the trinkets you throw my way. Why? Because if this site is all you allow me to love you with then I will. If you decide you want to figure things out together or leave completely. I just want you to know my love for you won’t die.
I can love you as much as I want, but it’s what you allow yourself to accept, that measures what you experience of it. Just keep in mind that if I had intentions to leave your side, I’ve had ample opportunity. I decide to stay, but you have full control of accepting it or not.