• To no one

    by  • February 12, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 5 Comments

    What is it like to truly be happy? Will I never know?
    I’ve thought about killing myself for over a hundred times, and yet I am a coward. I don’t want to end it yet. I’m still clinging to that stupid hope that someday, yes someday, I’ll be happy. It’s not those who chose suicide who is a coward. It’s those who’s dying to do just that, but still can’t. I don’t know why but I’m so tired of living. I just want to disappear. I just want to rest, to stop worrying and finally, finally be at peace.

    5 Responses to To no one

    1. TakenIdea
      February 12, 2017 at 12:58 pm

      I know this won’t help, but one day you’re gonna meet someone and all you’ll see will be flowers blooming

    2. so do i
      February 12, 2017 at 8:40 pm

      Feel you there.

    3. Titties and fucks
      February 12, 2017 at 9:15 pm

      So, mate, I’m going to say this. Those who choose to live every day, those are unsung heros of bravery you can’t conceive. Also, happiness isn’t something that appears, contentment isn’t easy. You have to choose every day. To fight the on slaught of fear, anger, anxiety. Besuty isn’t radiant like you’ve been taught. Beauty is that flower that grows between sidewalk cracks, because life prevails, like you do evey day you get up and go on. Fuck everything and just be and do, then you will realize that that is the most enjoyable experience you will ever have. Live not in your future, breathe not for your past, but embrace the ebb and flow of this moment and the coming one. You cannot control you, them, or it. Let yourself be happy instead of being angry and choosing this unhappiness and disappointment. Revolt back to your childishness, if you have to. But, more than anything, just choose to be and you will learn happiness.


      Someone whose been there and still might be there, but keeps trying every second of every moment of every day

      • Nobody
        February 13, 2017 at 1:26 pm

        While I am not the author, i relay greatly. So thank you for this, love your
        Words they made me smile cause they’re so very true and nicely put together.

    4. J
      February 13, 2017 at 2:14 am

      “I just want to rest, to stop worrying and finally, finally be at peace.”

      But there is no peace in death. How could you be at peace without presence of mind. Look, I don’t know your circumstance, but life can turn around.

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