I hope you would love me more than I have ever loved you.
I hope you will communicate with me consistently.
I hope you will choose me above everyone else in this world.
All wishful thinking on my side.
You used to say one thing and do another things.
You said you love me and I am the most special person for you and not to lose hope that in the end, it would be US.
But how come it will take almost 24 hours for you to send me a message? And all you can say is you’re busy. F*ck that sh*t! I saw you are on and off on facebook for the whole f*cking day! Is it really difficult to say “hi” or wish me a good F*cking day? haha
You asked why it seems that you’re the only one fighting the destiny that didn’t favored us.
There is no such thing as destiny. We only have choices. And of course! we have to suffer the consequences of the choices that we made.
But I guess you think I’m not worthy enough that’s why you decided not to choose me so it’s time to move on, lock the door and throw away the key and burn bridges. It hurts, it break my heart into pieces. It feels like I am dying. But I think it’s for the best. It’s time to choose myself over you. You have hurt me too many times that I lost count.