Think you are an amazing woman. Deep, colourful, exhilarating, intriguing. Nothing about you I don’t love. I can’t explain in words what I feel for you. No words exist. One can describe any experience but unless one experiences it, the explination stands dull to them. I don’t know why I feel for you like I do. I’m sure I wasn’t suppose to end up having this unexplainable, unconditional feeling I have for you, but I do. When you left me you took a part of me with you.
Do I still think of you? Countless times a day. Do I want you a part of my life? Most assuredly I do. I know what I feel is real. No delusion clouds my vision.
I can see why you ended it with me. It shows how selfless you are. My life isn’t the same without you. You made me so happy and you bring color into my life. Even the dark shades. You taught me a lot and I thank you for it. I just wish you were still a part of my life. I know I’m selfish for wishing that. I would never make you pick me over anyone. You left for a reason and I have to keep that in mind. I want you to know you are always welcomed in my life. I think you and I can still have great times. I know we would have boundaries. What do you say? Wanna get together and discuss it? Want an ear to listen and a shoulder to lay on? I am here for you. I could listen to you talk for days without uninterest. I know you’ve been through a lot. I know you have had to make big decisions. I know physically it’s taken its toll. I would love if we got together and talked about things. I could use your shoulder aswell. What do you say? Wipe slate clean and move forward? We could figure things out together. I miss you. We would make a good team and we will get through this.
I love you more than you know.
I want what’s good for the both of us.
Direction and healing.