I am here and you are out there. You are moving on with your life. I am here stuck, waiting and wasting away. You dont even know. You dont know that you are my one. I cant move. I cant say anything. I cant do anything. I am pertrified in my love for you. No other man does my heart want except for you. I have been pinning for you for so long. Holding out hope that maybe one day you will come to realise that I love you and that you will also realise that you love me as much as I love you. But it seems that my time will never come.
I know, I know. We are family friends but it doesnt keep from the truth that I love you, I am in love with you and will always be.
I guess thats my curse for having a heart that loves only one man in its lifetime. Thats the only reason why I have been single and still am because I love you and only you. Any thoughts of being with another man disgust me. It hurts you know, deep down my soul to have another man want me knowing that I want you. I want only you in every way.
I hope you find someone who truly makes you happy. Someone you will love with all your heart and soul like I love you.
Be happy in your life.
Its not over for me. My feelings for you, I mean. You see, I’ll always come to this site to rant when I feel like my feelings for you overwhelm me.