Pretty sure you were not far from me the other day. Heard you passing.
I hope it was you.
I feel like I haven’t seen you for so long.
Sometimes, well I sometimes. It’s not that often that I don’t think of you, that I don’t miss you.
I miss you so so much.
The pain’s never gone away, but I guess I get used to a bit now and again. But it’s always present like a dull ache.
I wonder what you think of me all the time. I have my low points, but am becoming more comfortable and accepting of myself every day. I used to desire your approval, now it would be nice as a bonus. I know you’re a busy person. I acknowledge that. Just so wish that we would be in contact at some point in the future. Even just to know that you’d forgiven me would be better than nothing. That day I saw you I should have grabbed you and hugged you, but I couldn’t. I didn’t want to scare you away. Just being in the same presence as you was enough 🙂
Do wonder what you think of me. Do you disapprove of my life choices. Or do you think I’m doing okay so far? :/ 🙂
How are you doing?
Can I see you soon? Face to face 🙂