Sometimes I wish I could go back to the days when I wasn’t in love with you because we had a way better relationship then. I’m just tired of the back and forth arguing over you cheating and telling lies. I’m never your priority and we are not on the same page. You spend your time playing soccer, chilling with your friends, working and cheating. The kids constantly ask for you but you never made an effort to spend time with them, I constantly ask and pretty much begged for a better person out of you but you never even try to make a change. If I Don’t call you I Don’t hear from you and if I don’t decide to come over then I Don’t see you. No matter where I am or what time is it I’m always there when you call and I never turn my back on you or disrespect you. I gave you my all and now I regret doing that. I honestly just feeling like I’m fighting for a relationship with someone who Don’t care about me like they should. If it was left up to me to be a better woman for you then we would be together for ever. At this point I’m exhausted from fighting, my heart is hurting and I just can’t live another day like this. I love you for the little things you would do that meant so much to me and right now I would rather not be in your presence but hopefully we can be friends later in life.