• Long Lost Distance

    by  • February 8, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    You don’t care to call as much anymore.

    Everything is always on YOUR terms.

    Sometimes when you say you’re sorry, I can tell you don’t mean it.

    You have not even mentioned me to your parents or family members…

    I can tell that your priorities are not in good shape and you need to get them in order.

    I can tell I am not at the top of your list to talk to anymore.

    You want to push me away when I want to talk about something serious.

    I have so many things to say to you but I feel as though you’re not going to care enough to hear what I have to say so I just type them all in a sticky note on my computer, desperate for you to call me so I can spill of these things out to you and tell you that I should end everything we have if things do not change,

    I am exhausted feeling like I am the only one in this relationship. Why do I stay… I ask myself this question every day it seems like, I have gotten to the point where I wonder if I should call you just to say I am done… I have thought of many ways to end us. I thought about building all my anger and lash it towards you…. I thought about going through out it smoothly and act like I don’t care… I have thought about arguing with you, hoping something would change… I have thought about just blocking you from everything then crying for days in silence …. Every path has the same destination… depression, sadness, fear, and freedom…

    ….I love you with all my heart, I just wish you took me more seriously, loved me more…You’re about to lose me… This hurts me more than anything but I can not keep going like this. Please don’t ignore any longer..

    GIVE ME THE TIME OF DAY TO LET ME KNOW YOU’RE HERE FOR ME
    MAKE ME FEEL LOVED
    MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A PRIORITY
    MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM SPECIAL
    MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM YOURS… please

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