• Idle

    by  • February 7, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 11 Comments

    You don’t know how i bad i want to reply every time i see your messages there. You don’t know how much i fight the urge to start a conversation with you whenever i see you there. I don’t want to scare you away with my presence as i understand that’s a place you feel safe enough to open up. Yes, i know it’s You. I always know when it’s You, don’t ask me how..i just..cant explain how i’m able to recognize you in a crowded place without seeing your face, or hearing your voice..is an intuitive thing, i guess. I cant approach you until you address me more directly..until You invite Me in.
    PS: i know that you know that i know.

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    11 Responses to Idle

    1. Anewday
      February 7, 2017 at 12:33 pm

      This letter literally drives me insane. How do you expect him or her to address you more directly when you haven’t even approached him or her? If this is written by a man then you are not going to get anywhere with this type of attitude. Fight I would say for what you want! Even if it has to start with hi my name is (fill in blank) and I like you. That’s all there is to it. It’s that easy. I stepped outside my comfort zone and agreed to meet someone. They never showed up but at least I tried to let them in by showing up. You see what I mean? I’m literally being cynical here and I’m sorry. Just wanting to have someone in my life and when I see a letter like this where the person is just not fighting for what they want it drives me up the wall. I do wish you the best though and hope things work out for you. I’m dreading Valentine’s Day cause it’s a day where I won’t get flowers and I won’t get chocolate and I won’t get kissed, which can make me cranky lol. Anyway sorry for my little rant. I’m done now. Lol!




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    2. :o
      February 7, 2017 at 2:10 pm

      So since you know that I know and that I know that you know. What does that mean? This that we can sense each other? Why is it happening?




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    3. Grace
      February 8, 2017 at 1:54 am

      A little creepy but interesting. Sometimes heart wishes it was from him but I know its just a wish and i do wonder sometimes if it was him. Of all people in life the only one who touched me with his words . Love him more than he knows and anyone else could . He is too busy to be here so lovely reading your post.




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    4. Heartshards
      February 8, 2017 at 12:58 pm

      This letter is somewhat cruel in that it feeds hopefuls with the desire for their person to respond. Yet the chances are… Well, unavoidably dead. Those of us out here hoping that the connection we feel, but can’t express for whatever reasons isn’t a one sided connection…It’s fueling the fire.

      So here is MY answer, for I am hopeful…
      Idle. Good title. I wonder if it has a double meaning. And where is there exactly? I have numerous safe places where I go to express myself. Even though I know my feelings for you aren’t reciprocated, it would help to know that you know. At least then, I’d know that you’re just playing games with me and my heart and my head. I’d love for you to reach out, because I can’t do anymore than I have already. And what is it that you think I know that you know?




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    5. It's me!
      February 9, 2017 at 4:03 am

      I know it is you, I know you know. I know how hard you fight it. I know, because I fight too. Because it scares me to death. Because I have no idea what this is. Because I’m scared of change. Because I feel like I am losing my mind and all of this is not even supposed to be possible if you ask me. I have no idea how to approach this without being someone I don’t want to be. It is already turning me in to someone I don’t want to be. Selfish and corrupt, and worst of all a liar to the ones around me. Not reaching out to you feels like the right thing to do for everyone around me, but me. That is why I write there…to let it out, to vent, to reorganize my thoughts or to scream without a voice out of frustration, when I feel stupid for acting like a fool when you ignored me. I needed you to tell me how you felt and I know you didn’t tell me because you need me to make a decision on my own. Regardless of what you’re saying, thinking or feeling. But I can’t, at least not yet…and I can’t keep you on a leash. You deserve better…that is why I try to forget you…I know I will never be able to and you will always have my heart. But you truly deserve better trust me. I’m sorry!




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      • Hahaha!
        February 10, 2017 at 4:37 pm

        Well, now that you have been absolutely clear about it …




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    6. No One Really Knows Anything.
      February 9, 2017 at 3:04 pm

      We both know what each other knows intrinsically for that is why what none other knows or feels what we once felt but us. Simply knowing this means two sacred words that I know had once great meaning for what we both were & once believed each other to knowingly be. I most certainly did. Did you know, I’m no longer here, there or anywhere now, nor have been for quite some time? Knowing this though, I am no longer wanted nor needed to which I’ve accepted as the truth.

      I love you now & forever.




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    7. .
      February 10, 2017 at 2:42 am

      😮

      …. whatta mean?!




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    8. ????
      February 10, 2017 at 9:33 pm

      @it’s me…
      I’m just wondering how you know that I know that you know. And if I know that you know that I know that you know, then it would seem that I know…

      Wait! Just a sec…. She knows… I know…. She knows I know and I know she knows I know, which she also knows…

      I need a cocktail! Ya know?




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      • I know
        February 21, 2017 at 7:48 pm

        ‘The more you know, the more you know you don’t know.’
        Ya know
        ?

        And then (of course there’s)
        you
        ?




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    9. Sigh
      February 27, 2017 at 7:38 pm

      Oh, the things I wish I knew!




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