• Do You Ever????

    by  • February 7, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 3 Comments

    Tell me…
    Do you ever scroll back through all the countless words I have left here for you?
    Do you ever think how much I left of myself in these pages?
    Did you think I was a bottomless well of emotion for you?
    Did you know I could bleed dry?
    Did you realize frozen veins allow no flow of life’s force?
    Did you ever think my heart could be depleted?
    Did it matter that the same question asked 1000 ways went unanswered?
    Do you have the capacity to return the warmth and love offered?
    Was I asking for that much?
    Was I ever in your dreams?
    Do you dare to dream?
    Is it impossible for you to dream?
    Would you visit the stone on a cold day and stare at my name?
    Would you shed a single tear?
    Can you?
    Was being honest so hard?
    Do you really know who this is and who I am?
    Does it really matter any more?
    Is it as sad for you as it was for me?
    Do you look for that one posting with my name?

    I have…..
    I leave this as a visitor leaves a rock on a grave marker…..
    No name…
    No reason for visiting…
    Not for the one who lays there cold and barren….

    We are a strange species…..
    So able to provide…..
    Yet more inclined to receive…..
    I know I gave….
    My veins are collapsed…
    My heart beats hollow….

    I know it was easier to get than to give for you…
    It always has been….
    I hold no ill will….
    I hold nothing now….
    I am just I…….

    3 Responses to Do You Ever????

    1. Do you really know who this is and who I am?
      February 7, 2017 at 12:07 pm

      Don’t think anybody can know in LINSland. Lots of imagination going on based on similarities – ah yes, often too much of a coincidence to be one but still is unless confirmed otherwise.
      I mean no harm by saying this but think about it.

    2. Anewday
      February 7, 2017 at 12:24 pm

      Does he or she even know who you are? Have you ever walked up and said hi? Beautiful letter but so mysterious and not at all direct. Direct is the best way to go. I’m talking about showing up at the house and telling what you feel and what you want. Other wise it’s literally impossible to be together if you can’t even tell him or her your name.

    3. **
      February 8, 2017 at 9:58 am

      Tightest hug to you.

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