Do you ever scroll back through all the countless words I have left here for you?
Do you ever think how much I left of myself in these pages?
Did you think I was a bottomless well of emotion for you?
Did you know I could bleed dry?
Did you realize frozen veins allow no flow of life’s force?
Did you ever think my heart could be depleted?
Did it matter that the same question asked 1000 ways went unanswered?
Do you have the capacity to return the warmth and love offered?
Was I asking for that much?
Was I ever in your dreams?
Do you dare to dream?
Is it impossible for you to dream?
Would you visit the stone on a cold day and stare at my name?
Would you shed a single tear?
Was being honest so hard?
Do you really know who this is and who I am?
Does it really matter any more?
Is it as sad for you as it was for me?
Do you look for that one posting with my name?
I leave this as a visitor leaves a rock on a grave marker…..
No reason for visiting…
Not for the one who lays there cold and barren….
We are a strange species…..
So able to provide…..
Yet more inclined to receive…..
I know I gave….
My veins are collapsed…
My heart beats hollow….
I know it was easier to get than to give for you…
It always has been….
I hold no ill will….
I hold nothing now….
I am just I…….