I don’t know if any of you ever experienced that cold feeling down your spine that everything you thought you knew was actually nothing. That feeling when it’s like you woken up from a dream, that you thought everyone was with you until you actually do something they never expected. For me, t was devastating.
You useless, I don’t understand how you could be born in a perfect condition, got educated well, and now got stuck in your own mess of life, love and everything else You useless, why do you let your heart believe there could possibly be a miracle, a difference this time ? That maybe for once
I watched it again. Yet, it still reminds me of you. Those mesmerizing blue eyes, crooked teeth, pale cashmere skin, the long hair covering your breasts, the simple cute dresses you wear, your brittle wristels, thin long hands, brightest smile, your sudden kisses on my cheek, your whisper in my ear, the rolling in bed,
There’s not a soul out there I can confide in…I thought I was broken before…those fragmented, light, dark, and missing bits of soul…They say to see heaven is a blessing…it is, while you’re there…Maybe I’m ment to be alone, maybe boyfriends are a distraction from my “greater” purpose…and that’s why they all cheat on me…they’re
Here’s the truth, I refuse to argue with you baby Can’t tell you what to do but I’m not some johnny come late So there’s the door you can walk right through Cause tonight I don’t care about losing you Oh tonight I don’t care about trying to make things right And I’m just not
You can always tell. Look back. That’s all you have to do. Sometimes you can sense that awkward “should I reach out for a hug?” moments that longer until you either go for it or let the moment pass you by. But you can’t rely on that. You look back after the goodbye. When she’s