• Now that enough time has passed

    by  • February 2, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I believe I see you and things more clearly. I was caught up in my confusing feelings when I told you that I had been thinking of you often and in ways that were not appropriate for my situation. I knew what your reaction would be, as well as my reaction to your reaction. I knew it would hurt on some level, even though we never really had anything to begin with, besides a pen-pal-like friendship and an occasional, brief meetup. It was like digging into myself with a red-hot knife, past the skin and muscle and into the bone, to dislodge a bullet that I had carried around far too long, but that caused me distraction on a daily basis. I know we couldn’t have been. I know that I was no more than a sounding board for you, and I’m glad that I was at least that.

    I want you to know that I truly do wish the best for you and that you are a beautiful, strong and capable woman. I hope that you find peace.

    2 Responses to Now that enough time has passed

    1. Ji
      February 2, 2017 at 2:11 pm

      Good luck with that

    2. Paddle chick
      February 3, 2017 at 5:31 pm

      If this were my person, ID say the following:
      FUCK YOU. Why you may ask? A sound board? No. I would have left my entire life and married you because the minute our eyes met, I was done for. You did sone shady shit. That led to some really bad things happening to me because of clouded decisions I made based on trying to obtain my end goal. You. Dislodge a bullet. Now I was a thorn/bullet in your side? Take your well wishes and shove it up your ass and while you at it, shoot your left ring finger off.

      But then chances are 99% your not my person so good luck with that.

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