• Twin Flame Bullshit

    by  • February 1, 2017 • Heartbreak • 14 Comments

    Beware of the twin flame connection. Whether real or fake, this connection has driven me into madness. I have become the darkest version of myself, consumed with rage, confusion, and shame.
    When this began, I was innocent and content. I wasn’t searching for anything nor did I have any longing to meet “the one”. When it (the connection) came, it tore through me like bullet. I was left confused and desperately searching for answers. The internet was full of shit advice from shady individuals looking to sell their book or do an energy clearing…yada yada yada. These scammers seeking to make a quick buck off of these type of things caused me to doubt the validity of the connection. Who knows if it’s real and who fuckin cares. I’ve destroyed myself in a desperate attempt to sever the bond between us. This cannot be what fate has chosen.
    I’m now left a shell of myself, consumed by darkness.

    14 Responses to Twin Flame Bullshit

    1. my thoughts
      February 1, 2017 at 1:28 pm

      This could have been written by me.

    2. I'm with ya
      February 1, 2017 at 3:40 pm

      So real

    3. D-
      February 1, 2017 at 7:49 pm

      After almost 25 years, we are not together but our souls are not apart.
      It hurts so fucking much.

      • Is it Real
        February 13, 2017 at 10:02 am

        Been 24 years for me with a brief reunion, now separation once again. The pain of missing her and the guilt of running ( twin flame running) has just about destroyed me.

    4. KL
      February 2, 2017 at 5:18 am

      Dear author , I have seen your hatred towards this twin flame thingy. see I would like to believe there r no soulmates or twin flames etc but how do you explain strange things that happen to me.
      I can sense when he is sad, happy, sexual urges , ambitions, sudden crying , blues and everything the other person experiences. He quit smoking when I left coffee .. for really no reason , went through same deaddiction phases. It is as if we r linked in somehow . Nowadays I am paying careful attention to what I actually feel , need and want in life and try to separate out other feelings and ambitions that’s not mine labelling that they r fking his . Believe me it is really hard. I cut all contacts with this person yet I feel it all, how do I know it ? We were in taking terms n I did ask him about stuff I felt was it happening in his life n yes many times what ever happend to him would happen to me which cannot be explained by any logical explainations.

    5. Redstringoffate
      February 3, 2017 at 5:39 pm

      Happened to me too. I was living life and he showed up out of nowhere. Mountains were moved but for the sake of all involved, it just wouldn’t work. I started seeing the 11:11 repeating and all kinds of other weird shit like literally feeling his moods.I left because not being able to have him fully fucked up my mentals hardcore. This was compounded by the fact that some other crazy shit went on and I just bailed. It sucks. Life is dark but I’ve somehow realized that that stabby ass missing feeling will always be here.it’s legit like a part of u is gone. You gotta sit with it. Get used to it. Manage it and keep life Rollin. U can do it.

      • Mystical Raven
        February 6, 2017 at 12:23 am

        I recently read an article about the ‘Red String of Fate’ and it got my mentals a little bit fucked up again ;), kind of like the TF theory did a year ago. Essentially, the same thing and it is interesting that different cultures have long held this belief. Oh thy mysteries of the Gemeni!

        My story is very similar to yours, but it was a she that bailed time and time again, not me. Used to see 1111 non-stop and all sorts of other weird coincideces and inexplicable moods – like the universe was trying to remind me. Or gaslight me.

        Trying to force myself to forget about it and the inability to do so is what caused much of my pain and confusion. Now I just accept it, blush, smile, laugh, and keep on truckin. Things have been getting a lot better. For better or worse, I think the pull will always be there to some extent.

        Curious, is 47 one of your numbers?

        • Redstringoffate
          February 8, 2017 at 3:25 pm

          I am the one who bailed on him. I am a she. He wasn’t ready to see the truth of the red string of fate. I actually have a red string tatted on my pinky because of our connection. No, my number isn’t 47:( mainly I see 11:11 and alot of repeating numbers that would coincide with our bdays. Like 14 or 25 in different sequences. Yah. A connection like this will mess you up. Hope things work out for you. Maybe mine will many years down the line . who knows but yes, the pull will always be there. I will always love and feel him. I must tune it out

          • @39
            February 9, 2017 at 12:11 am

            You will be fine, pinky promise! Just remember most of us are stuck in this dimension. The dimension of the ego controlled by fear, material things, and falsities. But we all have the ability to rise above and catch a glimpse of the truth – see unconditional love and communicate beyond words or sight. If you still feel the pull then it means he has caught a glimpse of it too. Accepting you may never connect again in this dimension is hard, but key. Knowing you can always connect in some way on the eternal dimension provides hope, when it is most needed.

            47 is our birthdays added together, probably why I always see it. Don’t go start seeing 39!

            Happy travels

            • Redstringoffate
              February 11, 2017 at 12:00 pm

              Thanks for the words of encouragement. It’s nice to meet others that have had this experience. Wanna know something crazy? I’m exactly 39 yrs old. I never thought to add the two numbers. Brilliant. All the more proof I am not as crazy as I think I may be. Safe travels! I hope your journey takes you to good places.

    6. Is it Real
      February 13, 2017 at 10:06 am

      Is this twin flame real? Is the runner chaser dynamic an actual phenomenon? Recently only found out about TF after brief reunion- 24 years-in the making. Now back to square one again-in separation phase. The pain of missing her and the guilt of running ( twin flame running) has just about destroyed me.

      • Nina
        April 11, 2018 at 9:21 pm

        I am happy see people can woke up from that madness. I was in for 3 years, few month ago realise its totally bullshit. He was my ex, teasing me thru internet, sometimes calling, sometimes we have messenger chat, promising heaven, after changing mind and kicking me out, repeating again. All the videos in net its fake, only encouraging you to expose yourself to abusive behavior of bullying guys! I see numbers, have dreams, feel his emotions, even have ‘Sacred sex experience not once. After to find out that all this time he have girlfriend and was playing with my naivitely….. So I stand up and drop everything connected to him and I feel grate now! Dont believe people in this all “new age concept” dont listen to online TF readings, dont loose life on waiting!!! Love is simple, is someone here close to us, care of us, spend time with us or simple NOT. Love u all and wish u have fight to become free happy person xxxxx

    7. Viktor
      May 31, 2018 at 7:04 am

      I think that idea of twin flames is crazy and somewhat connected to borderline personal behavior. This does not exist and everyone should be fully responsible of his/her choices and fully aware that all his/her illusional commitments can devastate many other beautiful real relationship that may occur in the lifetime.
      The one may in despair meditate and do other self delusional things while his “twin” hangs around with others and don’t give a shit about it. It may also include some abusive elements in their “twin flame” connection.
      For me dedicated to so called twin flame relationship may be indication of serious mental condition.

      • @twinflame
        June 3, 2018 at 8:03 pm

        Yes. I would agree but instead of attributing this to mental condition, I suggest that it’s rather unhealthy, deceptive spiritual tie.
        There can be created also good, healthy soul ties. For example, in marriage when couple got married with right intentions and they share real love with one another. It doesn’t mean they have to have perfect relationship but rather they were well matched. In this case you can say that they are soul mates.
        Unfortunately, the more we complicate our lives, the more we can become susceptible to this deception.

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