• L.A.H.- I’m sorry.

    by  • January 24, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 2 Comments

    I never should have left. I should have stayed and worked it out. Instead I left and did something stupid for the better of others, not thinking of myself or my happiness. YOURE my happiness. I miss you. I know you want me back, and dear god do I want you back. But I’m taken. So are you from what I hear. Two hearts longing for each other but settling for another. I hurt you to bad to come back anyways. I left you and didn’t give you a second chance. No explaination or trying to work on it. I remember it all though. The long walks, the dancing by the river. One day, hopefully we will find each other again. Until then, I hope you’re happy and find peace. Please never forget that I love you more than I could ever love the one I’m with. I miss you and I am sorry.
    Your queen

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    2 Responses to L.A.H.- I’m sorry.

    1. @author
      January 24, 2017 at 1:47 pm

      They say that you hurt the ones you love the most. I wear it with honor the hurt you have caused me. I know why you did what you did and it’s really ok. I do understand. I can tell you, you did it for the right reasons. The only part of this letter I disagree with is where you say you’ve hurt me to bad to come back.
      No! That’s not the case. I love you so unconditionally that you can hurt me as much as you would like and I would still be here waiting on you. Even if you don’t come back to me ever. I fell in love with you. On a level you can’t comprehend. Nothing you could ever do would make me unlove you. If anything the very unselfish decision you made in leaving me, makes me trust you all the more. I find you so fascinating. I hope you allow me the honor to keep learning you. I love you soooo much. I know my words run shallow with you. I am a woman that can back up what I say.

      If we were to ever make love again, you wouldn’t doubt what I feel for you when we were done and holding one another. I guarantee you that. I think you know that. That’s what keeps you at bay. I do understand. Just know that if your ever wanting to know the truth, my arms await to embrace you. My kiss ready to confirm.

      It’s not about sex at all. We don’t have sex. We’ve only ever made love. What? You find that a bit corney? Lol….. I can back that up also! ????


      • Britt
        January 29, 2017 at 8:39 pm

        If only you were actually him..



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