• Goodbye

    by  • January 22, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, Anger • 0 Comments

    They say friendships that last over 7 years last a lifetime. I say that’s not true. Time is nothing. You could have all the time in the world and still not know what a person is really like.
    I thought you would have at least cared enough to message but no, your life’s busy. I know you’re avoiding me and I think I best avoid you too now. I’m sorry I had faith in you and your character. You’re not who I thought you were, maybe this is showing me what you were feeling when tables were turned but we both know if what happened to me. Happened to you, I would come running to you. It was always you I’d come back to but not anymore.

    You couldn’t have disappointed me anymore than you already have but you still managed that. So I bid you farewell. You’ve broken me. I thought you knew me better than any other person but you don’t. You don’t know me one bit. I hate you for what you’re putting me through. I hate you all for messing up my life.

    I wish I never meet another man like you or them exes. Best friend? My ass! You’ve ruined me along with the others. You’re all the same. I hate you men.

    They say women are the bad ones, men are worse. I hate you so much I wish I never see you again ever. You’re such a let down. That’s all you ever have been to me. Where were you when my nieces passed away? Where were you when I kept getting declined to get to uni? Where were you when my brother was loosing the plot? Where were you when I hurt myself? Where were you when I just wanted a hug because I felt so lonely? You were never there! I keep seeing you from rose tinted glasses but you’re just as bad as the others. I hate you so much. I hate you for breaking my heart more than they ever could. I hate you for making me cry more than I ever have. I hate you for coming in my life. You are such a disappointment! I’ll never forgive you for this.

    Go live your life and chase the world. I hope I’m never ever like you. I never want money to rule my life. I just want my family. I hate you for what you’ve made me into

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