Saw u yesterday at airport, I fking still miss u, the colors n warmth that looking at u brings in me when it is really gray n dull outside. Looks like someone stopped wearing pinks n violets. I miss u a million say hello n don’t shy away . Ur face was red n u tried to bury ur face pretending to be super busy when I could sense the volcano u were trying to hide within .. one and a half years this pain ain’t going away . U did what u thought u had to then . If u ever come across this then don’t shy away thinking what I wud think just say hello.
I don’t know why u but u made me feel alive n I so still want to feel alive. Dunno about consequences, all I know is u make me happy n I want to be selfish just a little that bit.