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    by  • January 20, 2017 • Anger • 0 Comments

    Nearly 2 years since I last saw your face. I don’t even know why I’m timing all this stuff but it still feels raw as day 1.
    I just don’t know what to do anymore. You’re not mine are you but I’m missing you so much.
    It would have been 10 years that I’ve known you for now and I’m grateful for that time but I wish I never knew you as it’s so painful to let you go.
    I just wanted your time and it breaks my heart every time to think I couldn’t even talk to my best friend because he was so busy.
    I wanted you to acknowledge me but I never got that.
    It hurts though to think you’re saying such bad words about me to others. I did hurt you I take full responsibility for that but I honestly never spoke ill of you. Only the fact you were busy.
    But I guess that’s what people do, just let you down. I know you’ll never read these but I wish you did.
    You have my number just message me..
    I’ll drop everything and come to you. You know I would but I shouldn’t because you’re with her. All those years and it only took you 6 months to get over me. I’m loosing my trust with everyone which I don’t want to do because you have good people and bad people. I can’t let you controlled my future but you are and it upsets me that you, my best friend were the one who hurt me the most.
    But I’m the bitch eh?

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