I was really angry. I still am. But I am sorry. Not for getting angry, because I think I had every right to be after getting rejected once again by you. Im sorry for the way I expressed that anger, which as usual was a little over the top and probably crossed some lines. I would like to be better at controlling myself. Not always going to extremes so quickly. Then again, part of me thinks you enjoy causing that. But regardless, I do apologize and I hope you forgive me and I hope you will talk to me again because I really miss you.