• Soul friend

    by  • January 16, 2017 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    That’s what you are to me, my soul friend. So I hope I’m the same to you. I can’t explain why to you, but you are just that to me. It’s one of those things I will have to carry close to my heart, but I carry you right beside it, alongside him. I grew to love you just as much, differently, of course. I sometimes still see him in my dreams. Oh to see that beautiful face and smile again. I don’t think I will ever lay eyes on someone more beautiful. I never came close, but I would have never known by the look in his eyes. He made me feel more beautiful than anything ever. It sounds simple, but that’s simply the truth. I don’t think I’ll ever feel that again. When James Blunt, “You’re Beautiful” comes on, I only think of him. Finally, instead of tears, I smile. He deserves that. But, of course, you know that, even if you don’t know, I know that, too. I do love you for you. We’ve come along way, my soul friend.

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    2 Responses to Soul friend

    1. I've enough friends
      January 16, 2017 at 10:39 pm

      Whay hurts the most is the love isn’t one where we’re together is it? Yet now I’m being symbolically compartmentalised next to a man who’s dead. That’s great. No I simply don’t want a friend like this.


    2. Original writer
      January 17, 2017 at 2:50 pm

      I do not believe this letter was meant for you, enough friends. My friend wouldn’t want to be with me, so it wouldn’t hurt. I was only expressing my guilt for having a side thing with her boyfriend before he passed. At the time she and I weren’t friends, but have developed an unexpected friendship in the almost two years since. I regret it, but I cared for him, and I will never be able to share this with her.



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