That’s what you are to me, my soul friend. So I hope I’m the same to you. I can’t explain why to you, but you are just that to me. It’s one of those things I will have to carry close to my heart, but I carry you right beside it, alongside him. I grew to love you just as much, differently, of course. I sometimes still see him in my dreams. Oh to see that beautiful face and smile again. I don’t think I will ever lay eyes on someone more beautiful. I never came close, but I would have never known by the look in his eyes. He made me feel more beautiful than anything ever. It sounds simple, but that’s simply the truth. I don’t think I’ll ever feel that again. When James Blunt, “You’re Beautiful” comes on, I only think of him. Finally, instead of tears, I smile. He deserves that. But, of course, you know that, even if you don’t know, I know that, too. I do love you for you. We’ve come along way, my soul friend.