You’re so in love with me, but I’ll always love him
I can live with or without you, but I’ll always want him back
He was my first love, my first kiss, my first everything. I’m your first.
To be someone’s first, its amazing because you’ll always be the one they remember.
I was his first and now he doesn’t remember me.
I’m your first.
You act so in love with, the way you describe it, it’s the way I feel about him
I don’t know
Am I not ready to love you?
Or will I always love him?
It hurts so much
I want to move on so quickly, because I don’t love you anymore. But I love who you used to be. I loved us as a couple.
I’m scared I’ll never been able to move on
But in a way I already have, I had long ago.
It’s just you don’t make me feel the same, and I don’t know why
I used to think he was my soulmate. But he was my first love, and I’m young. That’s normal. He can’t really have been my soulmate. Could he?
Did I fuck up too much.